When I was little, I used to flit about on my toes and sing and dance like a little happy fairy child. I was full of Joy and light and...

I must stop wishing my life away. It is killing my present Joy. So here I am going through a recovery program and bam, hit in the face...

I don't even know how to start this other than, "OUCH. It hurts." Almost 20 years ago I found out I was pregnant for the first time, I...